First Weigh-in

So, I weighed in on Saturday.  My first weighin after starting back on weight watcher.  I am down 5.6lbs.  I feel good about it.  It lets me know that I still have the tools and always did have the tools I need to stay on track.  I have noticed that I let stress and things that I have no control over stand in my way and throw me off track, so I am working on that.  I realize that I am not perfect and I am allowed to fuck up ever so often, no one is perfect.  I won't try to be anymore, I can only be me and try as hard as I can, and I know I can finish this what I have started.  My goal is total heath.  Have a great week!

Progress Chart #1

I am sooooo pissed because I did something to my progress chart and lost most of my information.  I am going to go and get my old Weigh In books and see if I can fix it.  But I guess the past is the past but I would like to see my first 80lbs I ever lost on my blog.  I posted my WW weigh-in from this past Saturday on the chart and it hurts to see it right there in my face waving at me.  Its all good though because I am doing something about it as we speak.  The think that is hard for me this week is drinking the water!  I HATE water.  I would rather have a diet soda or juice.  But water is detrimental to weight loss.  I am going to the store to see if I can find something to make my water taste better with no calories.  They have all kinds of things that you can use for that, so I will be doing that today.  This week is going great so far.  I am excited to get to my WeighIn on Saturday to see how I did on my first week back on. 

Checking In

I am checking in a little late but checking in none the less.  I am feeling really good today.  My friend, Nikki J, and I are going to Dominican Republic in June.  We are determined to get our bodies in shape for this trip.  I am looking forward to a lot of beach time so I have a goal of 10lbs per month until we go.  That means by June 17th I should be down 50lbs.  I know that I can achieve this goal because I have done it before.  Nothing really stands in the way but me.  I am getting back in the grove and although it is not as easy as I thought, it is being done.  I am happy to have the support of my family and friends.  I am also ready to start back modeling and I it is going to be great.  I am going to post some pics from my last photo shoot last year this time to give you an idea of my modeling abilities.  Although I have been feeling a little down lately, the weight gain is one reason, I am not going to let it get me down and keep me from succeeding in the way that I know I can.  I am back on Weight Watchers and my weigh in date is on Saturday mornings.  Every week I will post my stats after my meetings starting this Saturday 1/21/12.  Right now I am down 27.2lbs from where I started from the beginning.  That means I gained back 46lbs.  OMG, it hurts to type that, but I already know what I have to do, so that is only motivation for me.  Well let me stop blogging while I am on the clock....

                                      

Getting Back on the horse..

I am back on my blog.  I have gained back quite a bit of weight, back up to 310 lbs.  When I saw the number on the scale I was quite disappointed and felt really terrible.  I have to start focusing on me because I have come to realize that I am easily distracted when I am faced with stressful situations, then one day off turns into two days off, then a month then three months. Its time to break that vicious cycle. I had a great Christmas and looking forward to the new year and the new me.  So from the start of my journey I am down 34lbs.  That's not bad, but when looking back when I was down 75lbs, its really hard to look at.  Today starts a new me and a better life style.  I will try to blog at least once a week, but I am striving to blog more than that.  It's time to take control over my life and my health and make is a permanent solution instead of a quick fix.

My goal has been established...

I have decided to set a goal of 10lbs per month minimum.  I can lose more, but I want to at least lose 10 per month.  I know I can do it, because I have done it before.  My ultimate goal is to lose 114lb.  I am giving myself a year to do so.  It is not going to be easy, because as I have learned, it's not easy to stay on track and there are always going to be some bumps in the road, but I am going to do my best to stay on track.  From now on, instead of sitting and sulking when things are going bad, I will put my aggression into the gym.  That's best for me.  I am also going to check in on this blog once a week on Tuesdays.  I am going to post my weekly weightloss and blog about what my week was like.  So here goes everything!

I'm back!!

I am back on the road.  I fell off for a while and let my focus be disrupted.  I have gained back almost half of what I lost, but I am not going to let that keep me from getting back on the horse.  I have to remember to surround myself with people who are going to motivate me and have my back.  Some people purposely try to get you off task and you have to be careful of these people.  I am glad that I have found new motivation.  I have learned an important lesson in all of this, don't make other people's issues more important than your own.  So on that note, I'm back. 

Haven't checked in on my blog in a while.

          I haven't checked in on my blog in a while.  I don't want to stop because it keeps me motivated in my journey, but I have been so busy lately.  I was chosen to be a model in my very first fashion show which turned out to be a great success.  I had so much fun and did an excellent job for it to be my first show.  I am at 57.8lbs lost.  I can't believe that I have come so far on my journey in losing this weight, but I know with some motivation and determination, anything is possible.  I have set a goal to lose 70lbs by Christmas and I am right on track.  I have had some weeks where I was not losing as much as I would have like to lose, but I guess we all go through that when we are on a path to a healthy lifestyle.  I am going to vow to blog at least once a week, because this blog really keeps me on track.  I am going to add some pics from the fashion show on this blog and also add some more weight loss pics as well.  I can't believe my body has transformed in the way that it has, but I am soooooo happy and proud of myself and I know that I can do this.  Until next time.......