Thursday, May 27, 2010

I just don't know what happened!!!!!!!!!!!

     I am so disappointed right now.  I had a weigh in today and gained 1.4lbs!!!!  But my question is WHY!!!!!  I did everything right this week.  I stayed on my plan and didn't go over my points or use my weekly or activity points.  I exercised 5 days this week for an hr and fifteen mins each session. 
So right now I am at a loss for words.  It took everything in my soul to keep from walking out of the meeting today.  I guess I could have drank more water, but still a gain?  I don't know, but I need to wrap my mind around before I sabotage myself!

Friday, May 21, 2010

WI results

Well I went for my 3rd weight in last night and I lost another 4.8 pounds.  I feel so good about it.  I was nervous for nothing and I really know that I can do this.  I have so much support from my family and from my man.  I feel really good and it really does make a difference when you exercise.  My body feels different and my clothes are fitting a little differently too.  I didn't know that 10 pounds could make such a big change in a person who weighs as much as I do.  Well, I guess you wouldn't know until you try.  I am wondering what it will feel like to be under 300 pounds.  I have weighed at least 300 pounds for the last 11 years!  I can not believe it.  I remember when I weighed in at 300 pounds exactly it was in 1998.  I started taking this diet pill that made me so sick and I had to get off of it.  Oh my god, I can't even bare to think about it, makes me feel really bad.  But this is behind me now, and all I can do is move forward.  Well back to work.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

First Post

I started Weight Watchers about 2 weeks ago.  My first week on plan I lost 5.2lbs.  I was so happy to see that weight come off.  It was like 2 tons was lifted off of me because I know I started!  So tonight will be my weigh-in from my second week on plan.  I am excited yet anxious and nervous at the same time.  I don't know why I feel this way, but tonight it will go away once I get on that scale.  I will be back to post my loss later on.